Can My Worst Nightmare be My Greatest Dream
Baby We Need To Talk
Cayla
3 weeks later
This could not be happening. I wasn't ready for this. Matt he's always on tour, and I'm only twenty three. I whimpered quietly, hanging my head in my hands. I sighed softly and looked at the little pink plus sign on the pregnancy tests. I felt a tear roll down my cheek.
I stood up and grabbed my keys. I got into the car Matt gave me and I started to drive down to the studio. How could this happen to me? I quickly pulled into the parking lot. I shut off the car and walked in, I was emediatly greeted with the sound of laughter and I cringed.
"Matt" I called out. "Yeah babe?" His voice boomed and I jumped. I then realized he was in the recording box. " could I talk to you in private please? I asked him. He nodded and took of the headset he was wearing. He walked out and led me outside.
'What's wrong babe?" he asked me concerned when he saw how upset I was. "Matt....I'm...I'm pregnant..." I said quietly. His eyes lit up with joy, but then it faded when he saw I wasn't happy. "Why are you upset? That's great!!!" he told me. "I'm upset because I'm only twenty three, and I don't know who's baby it is" I said, almost wailing it. "It could be yours or it could be Tony's. I don't know if I'm ready to have a baby Matt..."
I felt Matt hug me tightly. "I don't want you or this baby to leave me. I want to have a kid with you Cayla. I want to be a father, and even if it isn't mine, It will be treated like it's my own." He said to me. I looked up at him and hugged him back.
"Come on, lets go tell the guys" he said to me. i nodded and walked towards the studio, holding Matt's hand, a soft smile now on my face. Jimmy was screaming "Fuck you" while sitting down in the recording box and I couldn't help but giggle.
"Um hey guys" Matt called. They all looked at us, and Jimmy came out of the recording box. "What's up?" Jimmy and Zacky asked at the same time. Matt was about to tell them but I spoke up "I'm Pregnant" I told them. Jimmy quickly ran over and hugged me tightly "Congrats bro" Zacky said, clapping Matt on the back. Brian didn't say anything, and Johnny hugged me tightly. I knew Brian was upset.
3 weeks later
This could not be happening. I wasn't ready for this. Matt he's always on tour, and I'm only twenty three. I whimpered quietly, hanging my head in my hands. I sighed softly and looked at the little pink plus sign on the pregnancy tests. I felt a tear roll down my cheek.
I stood up and grabbed my keys. I got into the car Matt gave me and I started to drive down to the studio. How could this happen to me? I quickly pulled into the parking lot. I shut off the car and walked in, I was emediatly greeted with the sound of laughter and I cringed.
"Matt" I called out. "Yeah babe?" His voice boomed and I jumped. I then realized he was in the recording box. " could I talk to you in private please? I asked him. He nodded and took of the headset he was wearing. He walked out and led me outside.
'What's wrong babe?" he asked me concerned when he saw how upset I was. "Matt....I'm...I'm pregnant..." I said quietly. His eyes lit up with joy, but then it faded when he saw I wasn't happy. "Why are you upset? That's great!!!" he told me. "I'm upset because I'm only twenty three, and I don't know who's baby it is" I said, almost wailing it. "It could be yours or it could be Tony's. I don't know if I'm ready to have a baby Matt..."
I felt Matt hug me tightly. "I don't want you or this baby to leave me. I want to have a kid with you Cayla. I want to be a father, and even if it isn't mine, It will be treated like it's my own." He said to me. I looked up at him and hugged him back.
"Come on, lets go tell the guys" he said to me. i nodded and walked towards the studio, holding Matt's hand, a soft smile now on my face. Jimmy was screaming "Fuck you" while sitting down in the recording box and I couldn't help but giggle.
"Um hey guys" Matt called. They all looked at us, and Jimmy came out of the recording box. "What's up?" Jimmy and Zacky asked at the same time. Matt was about to tell them but I spoke up "I'm Pregnant" I told them. Jimmy quickly ran over and hugged me tightly "Congrats bro" Zacky said, clapping Matt on the back. Brian didn't say anything, and Johnny hugged me tightly. I knew Brian was upset.
9/16/13