I walked up the stairs to my brother's room and just stood outside it. I was trying to think of what I was going to say to him. I don’t know how long I stood there, but just as I was about to open the door, I heard a huge crash come from his room. I shot inside and stopped, looking wide eyed at his room. On the floor were his bedside lamp and a glass of water that he had.

"Jess! What did you do?" I shouted at him. He looked over at me and stood there, staring at me. "Well?"

"I’m sorry." He mumbled.

"For what?" I asked and looked at the rest of the room.

"For what I did downstairs and for freaking out in your room." He said and fiddled with his fingers.

"Jess, let's talk." I closed his bedroom door and walked over to his bed. I sat down on it. I patted the seat next to me. After looking at the spot for a few minutes, he eventually walked over and sat down. "Okay. Now tell me why you freaked out."

"I freaked out because I’m scared to let you go. I know that I will have to eventually, but I didn’t think about it before. But now that you told me that you had sex with Matt, it came to front of my mind. So I thought that I could come to my room and think of something else to try and not let me get so mad that I'd break my promise to you. And then I walk down stairs after I collected myself and I see you and him making out on the table. I just lost it. I didn’t mean too, it just happened. I mean I heard myself getting crazy, but I couldn’t stop it from happening. Then when I came up here, I just couldn’t stop thinking about him being all over you. So, I’m really sorry about it. I want you to be happy and if you want to be happy with him, then that’s good for you." He took a deep breath after that speech. I looked at him and tried to read his face.

After a while, I finally said, "Well, I appreciate that. We already traded numbers and he called me to make sure that I gave him the right number." I smiled and he chuckled.

"That’s kind of funny." He said and ran his hand down his face.

"See? So don’t worry about it sweetie. Everything will be fine." I hugged him and kissed his forehead. I got up and walked out of his room and into my room. I lay on my bed and thought about calling Matt. So I took out my phone and went to my recent calls. I added his number to my contacts and put him as "Shadows". I smiled and called him. The phone rang and rang and rang. After a few minutes, I got his voice mail and then I hung up the phone. [i]I wonder why he didn’t answer.[/i]

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Matt's POV

I was driving back to the hotel and thinking about Rebecca. She was so cool and beautiful. I can’t believe her brother freaked out like that. I wonder why he did. I pulled the rental car up the front doors and a valet guy came running up to take the keys. I walked into the hotel and headed up to my room. On the way up, I signed some autographs and took some pictures with fans. They were awesome and I love out fans. I got on the elevator-thankfully alone- and rode it up to my room. When the elevator dinged, I walked down the hall to my room and slipped the card key in. I turned on the lights and saw Val sitting on the couch in my room.

"Val, what the hell are you doing in my room?" I stood in the doorway.

"I wanted to talk to you." She told me.

"Well I don’t want to talk to you, now get out."

"I know that you slept with some groupie last night." She said and crossed her arms over her chest.

"You’re spying on me now?"

"No. I saw you walk off with her when I was coming back to the dressing room after talking to the stagehands about something."

"Well I can sleep with a groupie if I want too. We're not together anymore. Now get out of my room."

"No. We're not done talking about this."

Talking about what? We have nothing to talk about. Get out Val. NOW!" I yelled at her. She huffed, got up and walked out. I slammed the door behind her. Just then my cell phone started to ring. I looked down and saw that Rebecca was calling me. I didn’t want to talk to her because I was afraid that I would snap at her. I just stood there and stared at the phone. Soon is said that I had one missed call.

[i]Great, now I missed talking to her. Thanks a lot Val.[/i] I put my phone in my pocket and then laid on the bed thinking about what I was going to do.

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