As I watched the rest of the guys walk out and join the festivities I did my best to act nonchalant. Like the fact that I got drunk off my ass and puked all over the man of my dreams was no biggie. But as I stood there smiling away for the camera my stomach was in knots. And it didn't help matters at all that Brian copped a cheap feel and was about to get knocked out if he tries it again. Once the family photoshoot was over, I immediately made a beeline to immerse myself in a swarm of grandparents and other family members. At this point listening to my grandfather reminisce about the Vietnam war was a far more appealing option than having to face zacky right now. It was short lived tho, after two hours of going from discussions of war to recipes it was starting to creep into bunions and Constipation. That's where I had to go ahead and excuse myself from the discussion. I got up from the table and quickly peeked around to sneak into the house, once the coast was zacky free I headed for the sliding door.

" Hey " zacky said as he placed his hand on my shoulder which in turn startled me, causing my hand to slip off the handle and smack him hard in the chest. he hunched over, trying to regroup from having the air knocked out of him. I threw my hands up to my face, I was mortified beyond belief. Being the complete nut case I am I quickly ran inside leaving zacky behind and ran upstairs in search of the closest bathroom to hide in. I frantically opened door after door finding nothing but bedrooms, but there was one door left. I ran towards the door like my life depended on it, I threw the door open and made my way into the obscenely massive bathroom. I shut the door and walked over to the sink, taking a quick glance in the mirror. I splashed some water on my face and then decided to check out the rest of the bathroom. But in the midst of my mental breakdown I didn't realize that there was someone using the bathroom, and it happened to be Brian. Not only that but I was in so much shock at the moment by my discovery that I couldn't stop staring.

" it's okay to stare, I know it's huge" Brian smirked when he caught me staring. I felt my face heat up about ten thousand degrees in pure full on embarrassment.

" oh my god, I'm so sorry.... I didn't... I didn't know.... Oh my god" I mumbled out, unable to get it together. I turned quickly in my heels to run away for the second time today when I was abruptly stopped by Brian as he grabbed my arm, pushing me against the wall.

" Bri.... Brian... What are you doing?!" I whispered out in shock. He pinned my arms above my head and closed the gap between us, pressing his growing erection against me.

" Don't try and fight it Bella, I know you want me as much as I want you" Brian purred in my ear as he freed one of his hands running it up my thigh. I felt panicked and trapped, I didn't know what to do.

" Brian let me go!!!! i growled now angry. i struggled against him trying my best to free myself. but despite my best efforts he completely ignored me and began kissing my neck. I was now enraged and trashed my body as much as I could.

" BRIAN! GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME, YOU CRAZY FUCK!!" I screamed, hoping at this point that someone would happen to hear me and come help. I finally was able to free one of my hands and smacked him as hard as I could across his face.

" The madder you get baby, the harder you make me " Brian growled as his eyes clouded with pure lust as he once again restrained my arm. Just then I heard the bathroom door open and someone walk in, but being that this bathroom was freakin huge they couldn't see us and vise versa.

" Well sweetheart, guess we'll have to catch up another time" Brian said, finally letting me go as he snuck into the linen closet making it look like I was alone. I stood frozen in place still no able to believe what just happened.

" are you okay?" I looked over to see a concerned Michelle walking towards me. I felt disgusted and horrible. Even though I hadn't done anything wrong, I still felt guilty and didn't know what to do. I fought to regain my composure and not let on to anything.

" Ya I'm okay, just not feeling too great. I'm gonna go lay down for a bit" I said meekly, praying that she would leave it at that and not push any further. I could tell by the look on her face that she knew better, but didn't want to pry. For which I was extremely grateful. She nodded and took me down the hall to her and Val's old room, which made me want to jump off a bridge even more. I thanked her as she left and I climbed on one of the beds. I pulled one of the teddy bears from the bed and snuggled it up to my chest as I layed there in the blackness trying to figure out what the hell to do.

After an hour of laying there I heard the bedroom door creak open. Assuming it was Brian I immediately launched the teddy bear at the door, nailing the intruder.

" Oomph" he breathed out, flicking the light on.

" damn girl, it was funny when you just beat up on zacky. But not so much when it's me" jimmy chuckled as he walked further into the room tossing the bear playfully back at me. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw it was jimmy and not Brian.

" Sorry jimmy, I thought you were someone else" I said smiling as he sat next to me on the bed.

" well come on lazy bones, were going back to Val's house to hangout" he said grabbing me and throwing me over his shoulder. Once back at Matt and Val's I against my better judgement started making everyone drinks. And to everyone's one drink, I drank two. So I was completely shit faced in half the time and was ready to face zacky. I decided that a cup was no longer needed and went ahead and just grabbed the whole bottle of jäger as I searched around for zacky.

" woah there killer!" Matt chuckled as he pried the jäger bottle from my hand. Apparently I had walked into him in the middle of my pursuit.

" are you ok......" Matt began, but his voice faded as I spotted zacky and abruptly made my way over to him. He was standing by the pool table talking with Johnny. I marched over and without hesitation threw my arms around him, hugging him tightly.

" I'm so sorry for hitting you and puking on you!" I slurred out between hiccups. I could feel his body vibrating with laughter as I kept my face buried in his chest.