An Epic of Time Wasted
Forfeit
~~~ Jimmy's pov ~~~
" I'm the highway to hell!" I sang along to the radio as I sped down pacific coast highway. I had heard that Bella was staying at zackys due to some dispute, tho no one would divulge the reason. So I thought what better way to spend my day than to go cheer her up with a horror movie marathon with yours truly. I pulled into zackys driveway, seeing that he was out. I walked up to the door and let myself in.
" Bella!!!" I sang up the stairs, earning no response. I shrugged my shoulders figuring she might possibly be sleeping still. I made my way up the stairs and pushed the spare bedroom door open.
" Wake up lazy bones! I brought some mov......." I stopped dead in my tracks, looking around the empty room. No clothes, no Bella, no nothing. But as I walked in further I noticed what looked to be a letter placed on the made bed.
" I first off want to apologize for all the trouble I've cause in such a short time. I'm also sorry for not doing this in person, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Please let everyone know that I appreciate everything and again I'm sorry. - Bella "
my heart dropped as I read the letter aloud. I didn't know what possibly could have happened that caused her to leave. Not only that but since I found the letter that means no one else knew about her sudden departure and her family is going to flip shit when they do find out.
" Fuck!" I yelled out as I dropped all my DVDs to the floor and ran like a mad man out to my car. She didn't say where she was going but I had a pretty good idea and I was going with it. I raced down the street towards the closest airport. I highly doubted that she would stay in California where she didn't know anybody besides us. And being that she ran away, I had a pretty good hunch that she was headed back to New York and I was going after her.
~~~ Bella's pov ~~~
i fought back tears as the plane took off into the air. I watched out the tiny window as we climbed higher and higher into the sky. I swallowed back the bile that rose in my throat as I slowly pulled the shade and closed my eyes. The tremendous feeling of guilt consumed me entirely as I laid my head back on the head rest. Once we landed I mentally kicked myself for leaving California just dressed in shorts and a tank top. I was in such a rush I seemed to have forgotten the little fact that there's a good fifty degree difference between California and New York. But I was so emotionally beat down at the moment, the odd stares And sub zero temperature went unnoticed as I drug my feet down the same sidewalk I have traveled everyday to work. I was in a zombie like state, that is until I noticed the orphanage in my sights. I gritted my teeth as the warm tears ran down my crimson cheeks.
" FUCK YOU!!!!!" I growled, grabbing a nearby rock, launching it at the building.
" why...... Why can't I be happy" I cried to myself as I dropped to my knees as the frigid wind whipped around me. After a few moments I stood to my feet, wiping the tears from my eyes. I began shivering as the weather began to finally take its toll on me, so I stepped into a nearby coffee shop. After ordering the largest cup of coffee they made, I sat at the window and stared down Into my cup, losing all sense of time and reality. I had to have been there for hours, I jumped in my seat as one of the employees began vacuuming. Signaling that they were going to close up soon and I was the only one left. I figured when their ready to go they will let me know. I wasn't ready to go back to my apartment yet, I wasn't ready to face the fact that I failed and was right back where I started. I heard the bell ring as someone walked into the coffee shop, I was slightly releaved at the noise. I was hoping whoever it was would be staying and buy me more time to sit here and wallow.
" Next time you run away, could you pick somewhere that's a tad warmer"
I slowly raised my head in bewilderment, thinking for a moment that I was just hearing things. But I wasn't crazy, jimmy was really sitting right infront of me.
" I'm the highway to hell!" I sang along to the radio as I sped down pacific coast highway. I had heard that Bella was staying at zackys due to some dispute, tho no one would divulge the reason. So I thought what better way to spend my day than to go cheer her up with a horror movie marathon with yours truly. I pulled into zackys driveway, seeing that he was out. I walked up to the door and let myself in.
" Bella!!!" I sang up the stairs, earning no response. I shrugged my shoulders figuring she might possibly be sleeping still. I made my way up the stairs and pushed the spare bedroom door open.
" Wake up lazy bones! I brought some mov......." I stopped dead in my tracks, looking around the empty room. No clothes, no Bella, no nothing. But as I walked in further I noticed what looked to be a letter placed on the made bed.
" I first off want to apologize for all the trouble I've cause in such a short time. I'm also sorry for not doing this in person, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Please let everyone know that I appreciate everything and again I'm sorry. - Bella "
my heart dropped as I read the letter aloud. I didn't know what possibly could have happened that caused her to leave. Not only that but since I found the letter that means no one else knew about her sudden departure and her family is going to flip shit when they do find out.
" Fuck!" I yelled out as I dropped all my DVDs to the floor and ran like a mad man out to my car. She didn't say where she was going but I had a pretty good idea and I was going with it. I raced down the street towards the closest airport. I highly doubted that she would stay in California where she didn't know anybody besides us. And being that she ran away, I had a pretty good hunch that she was headed back to New York and I was going after her.
~~~ Bella's pov ~~~
i fought back tears as the plane took off into the air. I watched out the tiny window as we climbed higher and higher into the sky. I swallowed back the bile that rose in my throat as I slowly pulled the shade and closed my eyes. The tremendous feeling of guilt consumed me entirely as I laid my head back on the head rest. Once we landed I mentally kicked myself for leaving California just dressed in shorts and a tank top. I was in such a rush I seemed to have forgotten the little fact that there's a good fifty degree difference between California and New York. But I was so emotionally beat down at the moment, the odd stares And sub zero temperature went unnoticed as I drug my feet down the same sidewalk I have traveled everyday to work. I was in a zombie like state, that is until I noticed the orphanage in my sights. I gritted my teeth as the warm tears ran down my crimson cheeks.
" FUCK YOU!!!!!" I growled, grabbing a nearby rock, launching it at the building.
" why...... Why can't I be happy" I cried to myself as I dropped to my knees as the frigid wind whipped around me. After a few moments I stood to my feet, wiping the tears from my eyes. I began shivering as the weather began to finally take its toll on me, so I stepped into a nearby coffee shop. After ordering the largest cup of coffee they made, I sat at the window and stared down Into my cup, losing all sense of time and reality. I had to have been there for hours, I jumped in my seat as one of the employees began vacuuming. Signaling that they were going to close up soon and I was the only one left. I figured when their ready to go they will let me know. I wasn't ready to go back to my apartment yet, I wasn't ready to face the fact that I failed and was right back where I started. I heard the bell ring as someone walked into the coffee shop, I was slightly releaved at the noise. I was hoping whoever it was would be staying and buy me more time to sit here and wallow.
" Next time you run away, could you pick somewhere that's a tad warmer"
I slowly raised my head in bewilderment, thinking for a moment that I was just hearing things. But I wasn't crazy, jimmy was really sitting right infront of me.
Holy shit this stuff is crazy and it makes me sad...maybe Bella and Brian can finally live in peace for once since Michelle is filing for divorce...maybe Matt can explain to val about these dreams....can't help who you love
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