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Sixteen & Pregnant: I'm Not Giving Up My Child.

Chapter 05

It is a funny thing, how your life can be turned upside down when you do one thing you normally would not do. I did that and now I am 4 months pregnant, the father is a man who is 11 years older than me. I would never tell my parents who the father is, they would do anything to punish him, throw him in jail. I feel so foolish to have done what I did, and now I am all alone to try and work this out to be something good. Zacky will not and can not help me, I won't put him and his career in danger.

I shake my head going out of my thoughts and sigh playing with the sand. I had decided a walk to the beach would be nice since home has become complicated after my parents knowing of my pregnancy. and Hannah has not called or written to me since the day she had the interview with Avenged Sevenfold, I dread for the worse. I sigh again looking at the sun setting down at the horizon. I wish I could stop the time and just stay here looking at the beautiful sky, but I can not. I get up and grab my shoes then turn around to walk home.

A gasp leave my mouth as I stare at the figure only 10 foot from me, the hazel green orbs was not hard to read and the thin line of his mouth told me he was not happy. my mind told me to run but my feet did not follow order. Zacky started walking closer, my legs started to melt and I cannot remember how long I had hold in my breath at this moment.

"Why didn't you tell me about it?" he asks me, it was hard to try and figure out what emotion he was going through, so I chose just to play dumb.

"w-what? I dunno what you're talking about?" The words came out quietly, I cursed myself for being so shy. he just shakes his head and pointed towards my little bump.

"That." he says, anger filling his voice, I looking down getting scared. I knew at that moment that Hannah had told him, that is why she has not called me for days. oh god, why do you hate me so?

"I-I.." the words failed me and I could not come up with any of the excuses why not to tell him that I was carrying his child, and that I myself was a child, which I am sure Hannah also told him.

"oh my, cat's got your tongue?" he teases, I look up at him with anger in my eyes. His eyes are filled with anger too.

"I didn't tell you 'Coz I didn't know what to say! Should I just find you and go up to you saying something like "Hey Zacky, I'm Lydia I'm sixteen and we fucked and now I'm carrying your child? No. I was going to tell you I just didn't know how, okay?" he looks at me in shock, I just roll my eyes and starts walking pass him, but he grabs my arm, I look at him seeing the sadness in his eyes. I get taken a little back but keep on holding my position, both body and face. he hands me a piece of paper.

"Here's my number, call me if anything happens. I do wanna be in kid's life Lydia.." with that he walks away. I look after him dumbfounded and with my mouth open, my eyes darts down to the piece of paper he has handed me. the numbers indicates a phone number and his name is standing over it, so it must be his number. I put the paper in my pocket and heads home debating to just throw the paper out, it would be dangerous for him to involved in my life, my parents are crazy. but then again it would be nice to have someone who is not a girl to talk to about it all.


In no time I stand and look at my front door, the case still undecided so I walk in and decides not to mention anything about the number to anyone, just for the moment.

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