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Just Because You're Dead, Doesn't Mean I Can't Love You

You only live once (SUICIDE SILENCE)

They died and it’s all, your fault all it’s your fault ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!!


I shot up screaming which caused Jimmy and Johnny to sit up really fast and look at me. Then all the guys ran in my room “What happened why’d you scream did they do something to you, what the fuck did you guys do?” Brian asked really fast “They didn’t do anything it was just a bad dream I’m sorry that I woke you guys up.” “Well what was the dream about? “Johnny asked “It was nothing you guys can go back to sleep.” ”It wasn’t nothing to make you scream like that.” Matt said. ”It was nothing, just please just go back to sleep.” I begged them. “No, you woke up screaming bloody murder and were not leaving until you tell us what the dream was about.” Zacky said sitting on the bed. I hesitated but finally I gave up. ”Ok I’ll tell you about it” Matt and Brian sat on the bed.


“It started with me asleep in this room but I got woke up by the sound at this bird. I sat up and saw this bird sitting on the foot of the bed and I started to shake Jimmy and Johnny so they could see it but they didn’t wake up. Then the bird flew out the door and like a dumb ass I followed it down the stairs. Then it flew through the door and I fallowed it outside but I was suddenly in a forest and the bird was sitting on a log and it pointed down with its beak and I looked down and I saw black flower peddles on the floor. But when I looked up I was at this church and the bird was sitting on top of what looked like a rock but when I looked closer I saw that it was a skull. I started to freak out so I turned to run. But then a ton of birds flew at me and I closed my eyes and put my arms in front of my face.”


I stopped for a second and took a deep breath, “Then I fell down and when I looked up I saw the bird sitting on top of a grave stone but there was vines grown over the name the there was a flash of lightening and then I saw.“ I stopped and busted out crying and I felt Jimmy rub his hand on my back “What did you see?” he asked “It was all of you guys and you were hanging in the tree and the bird started yelling ‘They died and it’s all you fault’ and that’s when I woke up screaming.” I started crying again then I felt ten arms wrap around me .When I opened my eyes I saw all the guys hugging me “Its ok nothing like that I going to happen.“ Brian said. “Well always be here no matter what. ” Johnny told me “Thanks guys.” I said hugging them all back then I let out a big yawn. “You should go back to sleep.” Zacky told me “But I’m not sleepy. ”I said sounding like a five year old. “Now young lady you have to go back to sleep.” Jimmy said to me “Yes papa but will you guys not leave until I’m asleep.” I asked “Were not going any were.” Matt told me. I smiled and laid back down and drifted off to dream land.


*it’s just a time laps mutha fucka*


When I opened my eye I saw the guy lying around me fast asleep. When I saw Johnny and Matt cuddled up together I giggled and slipped through the floor. I headed in to the kitchen and grabbed eggs, bacon {We interrupt this story to bring you this important announcement…BACON GOOD!!!!! now back to your regularly scheduled chapter}


Did you hear that too…….or was it just me it kind of sounded like the guy from courage the cowardly dog. But whatever it was probably just me hearing things any way I got the eggs, bacon and pancake mix and started heating up the pans. About 20 min later I had made enough food to feed a small army. “What smells so good?” someone asked right behind me. I got scared so I swung and ended up giving Brian a right hook. Then he hit the floor like a sack of potatoes, he was holding his nose an asked, “Why did you hit me?” “I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to hit you but you scared me.” ”So you swing when you get scared.” “Didn’t you ever see that video on YouTube do never scare a black person?” ”No but I know not to now.” he said getting up. “I am really, really, really sorry is there anything I can do to make it up to you.“ I asked “Well close your eyes and don’t move.“ he said to me and I did as I was told. Next thing I know I feel his soft, thin lips press on mine and I couldn’t help but kiss him back. He bit my lip asking for entrance which I gladly denied so, he grabbed my ass which caused me to yelp and that gave him all the time he needed. We fought for dominance and I won but unlike every other time when the person lets them win I actually beat him and gained dominance.


”Oh my god how could you?” we both separated and saw the guys standing in the kitchen looking at us. “Why would you do this to me? “Johnny asked being overly dramatic. I quickly let go of Brian and ran over to Johnny “I’m so sorry.” “How could you?” he asked turning away from me I walked around so that I was looking him in the eye “It all happened so fast. ” but he wouldn’t look at me. So I got down on my knees and begged him to forgive me. “Fine I forgive you but now you have to have my children got that?” Johnny asked reaching out his hand and I kissed it. “Yes love.” Zacky was giving us a confused looks, Jimmy was trying not to laugh and Matt and Brian where looking really pissed. ”What the fuck in going on?” Brian asked. Me, Johnny and Jimmy just looked at each other than busted out laughing. ”What the fuck is so funny.” Matt asked as Brian walking over to us. “Man I think there high.” Zacky said pointing to us. “Were not high …. I think…now you guys need to eat before the food gets cold” I told them pointing the food it was like I fired the starting gun because they took off after the food. I turned to head up stairs and get the dress out of Brains room and move it in to my room. Just be for I got in the room I felt a hand grab my arm and turn me around really fast.


“What the hell was that was that down there!” Brian yelled at me “It was food.” I told him I love sounding like a smart ass. “No, not that what was that whole thing with you and Johnny?” “Oh that it was nothing we were just playing around” I told him but I could tell that he didn’t believe me. ”That’s a lode of bull shit.” Told you that he didn’t believe me. “Brian Elwin Haner, Jr there is nothing going on between me and Johnny. ” he just looked at me then out of nowhere he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my head ”I’m sorry for getting mad at you hell I don’t even have the right to get mad at you. ” “Its ok I forgive you.” “Let’s go do something today.” he told me “Ok.”

I suddenly got this sick felling and tears build up “Are you ok?” But I didn’t say anything I just stood there and I heard someone or something say it’s all, your fault. I started crying and he hugged me close to him about 30seconds later I stopped crying. ”What happened.” he asked rubbing my back “It’s all, my fault.” I said in to his chest. “No nothing is your fault nothing is going to happen to any of us ok.” “Ok thank you for comforting me.” “No problem .” “Well you should go eat before all the food is gone.” ”Your right I’ll be right back.” he said as he let me go and kissed my head and walked down stairs.

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@SuicideCommando
You can now see what they look like sorry it took so long

@Rita_haner
You'll learn what happened soon

@AvengedXLover
More is coming
CyanideFire CyanideFire
1/29/13
i'm dying to know wht happened to her when she drunk it!! update soon please :)
Rita_haner Rita_haner
1/27/13
I wouldn't mind knowing what October, Marie and Alcide look like :)
SuicideCommando SuicideCommando
12/19/12
Alcide!!! :) Can't wait for more :)
AvengedXLover AvengedXLover
12/6/12
@CyanideFire
Okay, thank you babe ;)
Rita_haner Rita_haner
11/20/12