Just Because You're Dead, Doesn't Mean I Can't Love You

Jimmy left twenty minutes ago but I didn’t hear the front door open and October never came back. I walked up stairs and looked all over the place and I didn’t find them any were. “Hey did October ever come back?” I asked “I think she went with him.” Matt told me. I grabbed my phone and called Jimmy.


“Yellow?”


“Jimmy did October go with you?” I ask.


“Yea I’m here.” I heard October say.

“Oh my god why didn’t you fucking say that you were going with him? “I asked. She told me it was because she was a big girl and she can do whatever she wanted. Then the line went dead.


“What the fuck?” I said then redialed Jimmy’s number. “What happened?” Zack asked. “Jimmy hung up on me.”


“Yes my dear.” Jimmy said answering the phone. I asked him why he had hung up on me and he said that he didn’t. That’s when October said that she did it because she didn’t feel the need to talk to me then told Jimmy to hurry because her body needed to be ravaged. That made me mad and what pushed me over the edge was when she began to moan for him. I told Jimmy that if he touched her I would kill him. Then the line went dead again. I tried to call again but there was no answer.


“What happened?” Zacky asked. I looked at the three other guys in the room and with a black expression said.


“I think Jimmy is fucking my girlfriend.”


“Jimmy is fucking Michael?” Matt asked.


“What? I’m not going out with Michael anymore. “


“Then who are you talking about?” Matt asked. That’s when I noticed that I called her my girlfriend. I shook my head. “No one.”


Matts pov


I felt my phone go off; I pulled it out me pockets and saw that I get a text from Johnny.


Shot shit: Hey Matt


Matt: sup Johnny boy


Short shit: nothing much just wanted to talk to you


Matt: Awwwww short shit got lonely you want me to come over and entertain you ;) I smirked I would entertain him so hard.


Short shit: I would love that…. I my smile got bigger reading the first part of the text …..but I’m not at my house I frowned


Matt: Where are you?


Short shit: Jimmy’s house Why the fuck is he there


Matt: why are you there?


Short shit: October asked me to come


Matt: oh well if your with her and Jimmy you shouldn’t be entertained to know end


Short shit: I am but I want YOU to “entertain” me


Matt: I don’t know Johnny boy if I to entertained you, you wouldn’t be able to walk for a week

Short shit: I doubt that you could make that happen;)


Oh really?


Matt: Don’t act like you don’t want my dick 8=======D


Short shit: I bet you don’t even know what to do with that


Matt: So you don’t think that I would bend you over my kitchen table pounding in to you so fast and so hard that you beg me to beg me to stop


Short shit: Oh is that all you would do? I expected more from the great M.Shadows


Matt: You wouldn’t be saying that if I was in the room with you right now


Short shit: You want to bet


Matt: I bet that when I get my hands on you you’ll be screaming all night long


Short shit: You place or mine ;)


Matt: Your choice baby


Short shit: Well I have to check my schedule but I think I’m pretty much open


Matt: How about tomorrow my place at 2


Short shit: Got it ;) sry sexy I gtg my phone is dying


Matt: Fuck you tomorrow ;)


Short shit: looking forward to it ;D


Brains POV


We watched TV for about an hour and a half. But I couldn’t shake the feeling that Jimmy had October on her hands and knees fucking her from behind.


I finally stood up and said “I’m going to Jimmy’s house.”


“Were going with you.” Matt said


“Why?”


“Because we don’t need you killing our drummer and best friend.” He told me.


We hopped in my car and I was doing about 20 over the speed limit so I could get and strangle that little fucker. It took about 10 minutes to get there and as soon as I stopped the car I hopped out grabbed the spar key. Right when I got inside I heard October yelling out Jimmy’s name. After that all I saw was red. I don’t really remember much after that other than something hitting me hard in the face and I was out cold.


Matts pov


Me and Johnny laid Brian down on Jimmy’s bed and walked out the room. Suddenly I felt a slap on my ass. I turned and saw Johnny smirking and holding his lip between his teeth. I leaned down to his ear and whispered, “Don’t start something you can finish.” He nibbled on my earlobe then said, “Well see who can finish what tomorrow.” As he turned too walked away I couldn’t help but stare at his ass. I can’t wait to fuck his tight little hole tomorrow.


Brains pov


I slowly opened my eyes and saw October dabbing a Ziploc bag filled with ice on the side of my face.


“Nice to see that you’re awake.” She said in an ice cold tone.


“What happened?”


“You walked in and saw me and Jimmy tickling each other. NOT HAVING SEX!” She yelled. “Then you called me a bitch, pushed me, punched Jimmy then started to strangle him so I punched you. Then you were out cold. So Matt and Johnny brought you to Jimmy’s room and here we are now.” She stood up and threw the ice at me, hitting me in the stomach really hard.


“Now that you’re up you can take care of yourself.” she said as she began to walk out the room but I grabbed her arm. She turned and glared at me. “October I’m sorry for calling you a bitch and anything else I did to hurt you.” She continued to glare at me before she let out a sigh and looked out the window. “Look Brian I-.” she stopped. “October are you ok?” I prayed that it wasn’t her nightmare again. “Marie.” I looked out the window and saw a woman in a long dress standing on the beach.

(A/N: you can see the beach from Jimmy’s room.)


The woman began to walk away and October screamed “Marie wait!” she ran out the room and I fallowed close behind her. We went down the stairs pass the guys questioning looks and out the back door. We ran down the stone walk way to the beach. The woman stopped walking and turned to us.


“Hey, hey bitch it’s been too long.” The woman said with an accent that I couldn’t really place. It was a mix of Jamaican and creole. “I missed you to whore.” The lady tuned and looked at me and her eyes got wide. “You.” She pointed at me “I’m going to fucking kill you for what you did to her.” I held my hands up in defense. ”What did I do?” she lunged at me only to have October wrap her arms around the woman’s waist and whispered something in in her ear. The lady smiled then said. “Go get the boys.”


Me and October turned and saw the guys staring down at us.


“Ok Marie.” October said as she began to walk back up the path. I was about to go with her but stopped when the lady said “Brian Haner jr.” I turned and looked at her. ”You know me?” “I know a lot about you.” “There will be no more knowing here.” October said. The lady smiled then said “Now that were all here lets walk.”

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