Brian, Jimmy, Zacky, and I were all on our way to my house. After much convincing and arguing, I was told that I am to go home and pack my shit because so help any of them if they catch me in that apartment they will kick my ass. I was also told that I was not allowed to go alone, and so they came with me to make sure I wouldn’t get hurt and to make sure I was going to come back. When we arrived Jimmy raided my fridge considering it was just us, Richard had gone to work. Zacky was playing a video game, and Brian was “helping” me pack.

“What are you doing?” I asked him walking out of my bathroom with my toiletries in hand. Brian was holding one of my bras up to his chest looking at himself in the mirror. He jumped when he heard my voice,

“N-nothing!” he shouted throwing my bra at the wall, causing me to chuckle. I placed the stuff in my hands in my duffel bag, and then started on my clothes. Brian sat on my bed and watched me take out my clothes and fold them so they would fit into my bag. Packing my stuff up made me realize that I didn’t have all that much to pack. It was to quiet,
“Talk Bri, It’s much too quiet in here!” I smiled at him as he looked up at me.
“Uh…hm…” He thought for a moment, “Aidan why did you say you don’t belong with us earlier?” I froze, He had heard me say that. I shrugged,
“I don’t know, th-that’s just how I feel. You guys don’t need a charity case like me around, all I do is fuck shit up.”
“I don’t believe that.”He smiled at me, trying to make me feel better about myself.
“It’s true though. I mean you guys are rock stars! I just don’t fit in with you guys.” He got up and came over to me, turning me to him and pulling me into a heartwarming hug. We stayed like that for a minute, I loved being in his arms, I felt so safe.
“You do belong with us. You make me, I mean everyone so happy. We are all glad your around, trust me.” We let go of each other so I could finish packing. It was quiet again, I hated quiet.
“Bri-Bri! Can you turn my stereo on pretty please?” I smiled at him as he did what I asked. As soon as he turned it on Crimson and Clover started playing, it wasn’t the original it was the Joan Jett cover, which was my favorite version. I sang along with it quietly after thanking Brian.

Brians POV

I sat back down on her bed, after turning her stereo on. I recognized the song as Crimson and Clover. I smiled as I watched her pack her things. I listened intently as she tried to sing a long quietly,

Ah, now I don't hardly know her
But I think I could love her
Crimson and clover

She smiled at me, when she noticed I was watching, I guess she had finished packing or was taking a break because she started over towards me.

Ah when she comes walking over
Now I've been waitin' to show her
Crimson and clover over and over

She sat down next to me smiling, I couldn’t help but smile at her. I felt like such a doof. I had never met anyone like her, I wish I could call her mine. Well you could if you really wanted too I don’t know if it was me but I swear we were moving closer together, not that minded. I had wanted this since I first saw her.

Yeah, my, my such a sweet thing
I wanna do everything
What a beautiful feeling
Crimson and clover over and over

As soon as our lips touched, I felt a fire start burning deep inside me. This felt good it felt right, even if I am with Michelle. Aw, fuck Michelle….She’ll be pissed if she finds out. Michelle who? Focus on Aidan, you wouldn’t need Michelle if you had Aidan. Besides you know Michelle has kissed a dozen other guys. If she can go around kissing strangers you can kiss Aidan. Aidan did the unthinkable next, I was just happy with kissing her sweet lips, until we lay down on the bed as she straddled me not breaking the kiss. My hands found their way to her hips, I gently started moving her hips up and down along me. She moaned into the kiss as she moved a little faster. She was turning me on so damn much, it didn’t help that suddenly remembered our little moment in the bathroom. I decided I wanted to be on top now, show her just what I can really make her feel. I rolled us over while we were still kissing. My left hand had started to slowly make its way up her shirt, she moaned again softly. I gently traced along her bra before slipping my hand under it. She moaned so sweetly at the contact, I had to make her moan again.

“Knock! Knock!” We both froze as we moved to see Zacky and Jimmy standing in her door way, smirking. I knew they wouldn’t be mad, they probably still wanted me to get rid of Michelle. I still don’t know if I can, I mean I love her, right? Before anything could be said, Aidan moved away from me grabbing her bags while saying,
“Sorry.” She moved passed Jimmy and Zacky, who after she left the room, frowned. I sighed as I got up turning the stereo off. We help put her few bags into the car and then we were on our way back to the house.

I told the guys I’d show her to her room, I mainly wanted to do it so I could talk to her about what happened.
“Aidan.”I said her name she paused for a moment, and then realized I was showing her where she would be sleeping. We made our way up the stairs I figured she’d like a room close to Jimmy so I put her in the room next to his, and across from mine. I set her stuff onto her bed, I smiled softly at her. I stood in front of her,
“I’m sorry about earlier…I didn’t intend for that to happen, I’m sure you understand.” She nodded before she replied.
“Well it’s up to you about how we go about this really.” I sighed, if I knew what was about to happen I never would have said the words I was about to speak.
“I guess we’ll pretend it never happened.” I smiled thinking it was the right thing to do; oh how wrong was I. The look that took over her face almost broke my heart, but that look was quickly taken over by a look of annoyance.
“Whatever you want Syn. Now if you don’t mind I wanna be alone.” Which pretty much meant ‘I think it’s time for you to get the fuck out’. I sighed as I walked out of her room, looking back at her before I shut the door. I think I just fucked up.

“What’s wrong man?” I looked at Matt who was walking out of his room, I sighed again before I looked at her door.
“I think I just fucked up dude.” Before Matt could agree, we heard music being blasted from inside her room.
“I don’t know her that well dude, but I’d say you’re about right on that one. What the hell happened?” I answered his question and he just shook his head and walked down stairs calling for Val. Maybe I could ask her to help me fix this.