I took her to a park that was connected to the woods, only a short walk away. By now the rain had stopped, but the air still had the familiar warm feel to it. She got out of my car and headed for the swings, I followed. She had the biggest smile on her face, it reminded me of Jimmy a little bit. You know, she really doesn't seem like too bad of a person when she gets what she wants. Unfortunately for this situation, what she wants is me. And I certainly don't want her. I also don't want her driving my Mia crazy with her obsession. Who knows? Maybe Mia was right about her one day trying to convince my kids that she's their mom. And she did play Matty, one of my absolute best friends.
By now I'd gone through all the crazy shit she'd done and re-convinced myself. Bella had to go.
"Wanna take a walk?" I asked. She smiled and answered,
"Sure, where to?"
"We can just stroll through the woods. I promise you won't get lost." I reassured her. She seemed happy by my saying this and got off of the swing, reaching for my hand. We were interlocking fingers again as we walked into the tree filled woods.

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This gun is burning a hole through my jacket pocket. I can't take the suspense. What if i trip and it falls and she sees? How would i even explain that? This has been way too easy for me so far..I wish whatever was gonna go wrong would just go wrong already.
"Wow." she said, admiring the scenery.
"Yup. California is beautiful. But it's a close second to you." I added, pretending to be shy. she smiled wildly and looks deep into my eyes. I knew this was going to happen eventually, and I also knew I had to let it happen. she smashed our lips together and I let them linger for a few seconds. She slid her tongue into my mouth and I let it happen. Now she was under my spell, her eyes closed and focused on nothing but me. I maneuvered my hand into my pocket to get my gun. My hands were on it and I was about to take it out, when she unexpectedly broke our kiss.
"Are you reaching for a condom?" she asked seductively. I didn't know what to do. I did have a condom with me, but that was for celebratory sex with Mia later, not that it mattered.
"Uh..I..Uh.." I stammered. she shushed me, placing her finger on my lips and taking off her jacket. Oh, shit oh shit! How was I going to get out of this?! she kissed me again, now trying to get me to take off my jacket. I broke our kiss and said,
"Bella, I don't know about this..I don't exactly have the best track record when it comes to doing this, Mia's pregnant. I don't want you to end up pregnant to, that would not make me look very good.." She seemed to understand and reluctantly put her jacket back on. She glanced up at me, as if she'd gotten an idea. Oh no..
"There are things we could do that wouldn't get me pregnant. Shall I demonstrate?" She asked seductively as she began kissing down my neck. I knew my time window wasn't a big one. I moved her mouth back up to mine and got her focused on me again. I reached back into my pocket, slower this time. I managed to get the gun out of my pocket. Now it's in my hand, just dangling by my side. She wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me even closer to her. I knew this "no sex" thing was killing her, but that was my job. I placed the gun to the back of her head and readied my finger on the trigger. She stopped kissing me and I pulled the trigger before she could ask any questions. I waited for the blaring sound, the blood to trickle down.
But it didn't.
There were no fucking bullets.